Wednesday, May 03, 2006

Taekundo Training...

lOlx toDay in Class mY FrEn tOT im A jAPenese lolx..wat makes her tink tat wAy?...i Talk ChinEse i Speak English NOt a part a japenese...hMm mAybe i Quiet in class ba..tHen She nVer hEAr me tAlk...

bUtt tAt Was FuNni...

eNd Class LEhx...5pm..lOl i tAke my Time and walk 5.30 tHEn Reach hOme..Zzzz

arg..sian 6.30pm got TaeKundo...(keep on fighting edwin......keep on fighting...)

omG The tRaining iS tOugh..lOlx coZ trAin by nAtional level...He Say uS fOr oUr oWn gOod..lOlx..i nOob lEhx..lUCkly i got mArtial arts bACkground Or else pEngx...

waa..until now my muscle StiLl pAin...

WeNt hOme..hAix dunknow why...tHE FEel...tat fEelin..juSt came..back...why why why!!!

She Dun EvEn cARe A DamE Shit Of yOU Why you Still...hAIx...GUess its my Fualt For lIking some1 sOo DeePly...put in 100%...now...how am i suppose..to Find the Strength carry on...

hAix...until NOw...the FEeling..is AS nEw as b4...thE more i Wanna ...FAce it..Or run Away..it jUst Started Cumin BAck...itS liKe bAll hIttin on the wall...But if i Dun Do Anything...it jUSt Stays there with me 4ever...

what to do...i cried countless tImes...already...rEAlly Regretted i Din tRust hEr lASt time...Even if Shes lied to me...i should trust her of wat she said...



Reality IS CRUEL!!!!



HAix...Really SerioUSly...wat should i do...wat have i learn? to belive in your gf and ignore the truth?...Or to search fOr truth...ARG I DUN KNOW...

hAix...but all i know is I Wan to save the relationship...i know its over buT i Wan to Know Wats tHE best thIng to Do?...To trust HEr And Ignore the truth Or To Find OUt tHE truth knowing she lied to you...ending up saying "WHY DUN YOU TRUST YOUR galfren?!"

ARg i WannA kNOW WHAT should i Do?!...i wanna Change...i wanna know how to handle tHIs kinda PRoblemsz...



pLs guild me....anyone...